Wednesday, June 30, 2010

The DaRk Sky....

does the darkness follows?
or the light comes near?
let me confess to you
the biggest of my fears
suddenly I wake up
to an esoteric enlightenment
I furnish myself
for the light and the unknown darkness
of the perfect shadow that can heal all the wounds
of an image that when noticed
will mesmerize you dear
I feel liberated, I feel unbound
I have a fair reason to fly in the sky
the earth no longer suffices my hunger
the one that surrounds
now I can touch you my dark sky
the very urge to finish you , quells my fear!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

RuthlesS SmilE

you come and go , the ruthless smile
resemble the devil , tell myriad lies!
I fancy you in my curved world
you set things straight when you pass by
I imagine you smiling , yes it does seem wry
you make me wonder where do I lie
In your heart ? or in the mean mind?
you treat me simply
or with pouring desire
I feel as if I’m an object in your sight
I will roll on and break inside
blur is the world , see your effect
I am numb , mesmerized
sooner or later I will break under your foot
Just a part of this game
till I love the ruthless smile!

Monday, June 21, 2010


With more the people I meet , I realize how mad this world is. Each and Every person here yells and cries out a story , be it happy , sad , catastrophic or mean . it is but another story . another because what everyone is concerned with is just their story . they hardly care what are the difference facets of other people and their tales!
You ask me the reason why the hell do I come here to pen down my vulgar views about this lot . It's because I feel I've been belonging there lately !
I feel mad! Mad of toil , work , life , its sagaciousness and my insanity . I am mad because of joy , sorrow and the mixed fruit juice of emotions life throws at me at every step . I feel like pumping into the juice grinder some Masala for me !!
God I hate the alphabet M now!
But you know what ! Life will never stop being bitchy and sweet to me!
and so will I. Or I must say rather us!
Do you hear me???
Yes I'm shouting !!! I need no pen or paper to describe the disaster you cause ! the faiths you shake , the rifts you create !
do you realize how acerbic you are? where you will tend to end this bitterness and be mine? Be what I want it like ?
No no I'm not a cry baby !! I can write and pour down , puke like I've had all the junk food in the world and still be ready to push out more of it !
With so many people and expectations around you , you sometimes feel supressed...
not even " I dont give a damn !! " statement works, coz even at the end of this statement .. you gave enough damn to ponder about if you really dont give a damn !
I am mad of the happy times I witnessed lately , and some super happy ones that will stay for long !
I am mad of some void that does not seem to move out !
is there a fill in ever made?
or will it persist ?
I am insane because of the goverments that do not work ! the people that are corrupt ...I envision an incredible India and thn ask myself really ?
I am insane because I do not get to write enough these days !
but after this I feel better !!
things get more clear when you empower yourself with words and plunge out them on the paper as if a warrior plunges into the battle field!
yes you're meant to be defeated...
and I can speculate that not many will understand the purpose of  me filling in this space with these words... but then some how it caters to my soul .
everything that connects is abstract ! just like the noun we have studied in classes!
I will be back very soon with something usefull.
This was for a mad soul !
In the menu : mad curry of life !



Wednesday, June 16, 2010

NeeD oF LifE ...

Brunt by the mean heat
I stand brown under this blue sky
When the ruddy colour takes over me
I still lie naked , of the hue of brass
There are cleaves over my surface
I need water , I need rain 
I spread my burns to all who travel 
Above this earth that feels so dry
They feel the same agony , I give them the same pain
Pour me down with the need of life , Jal 
I need to live through this sun of Yous God!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

to fly is to raise your head above the shoulder
feel a spirit higher than the usual
eyes closed , in a tempting emotion
a step up from the ground
the words above the paper
till they will create a mystery
it will be no less than dope
to swing in the ecstasy of unfettered atmosphere
its just when you abandon the ground and its locks
you , my friend , fly .